[fn] version 6/27/18: 

I want to take you apart so that I can put you back together again I wish that I had more hands I wish that I were Steven Hawking I understand that the universe is both to big and Too small my hands are powerful and yet I am week what is my character made out character and so many meanings I think when you disassemble things have to take your time hey This is saying when you’re building something that you really want we always know what we really want we just know that we want the end result to perfect and perfect is different for everyone not not just acceptable the Standards continue to change just want I thinking Man you want something complete maybe like a mirror image I don’t think we picture it and advance but if because arise we close our eyes I think it’s there always saved like it was in our minds

we dont have to fix everything

 

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‘fixed’ from the fn [fn] version: 7/7/18

 

I want to take you apart

so that I can put you back together again

I wish that I had more hands

I wish that I were Steven Hawking

I understand that the universe is both too big and Too Small

my hands are powerful and yet

I am weak

what is my character made out of

what even is character

what i mean is

character has so many meanings

 

I think when you disassemble things

you have to take your time

Just the same as when you’re building something

and we may not always know what we really want

we just know that we want the end result to be perfect

and what is perfect – perfect is a funny concept too

perfect is different for everyone

who is ok with “acceptable”

no one wants acceptable – but the Standards continue to change

we want something complete.

maybe like a mirror image-

I don’t think we  picture it in advance

but if we close our eyes I think it’s there

always saved, like it was imprinted in our minds

 

we don’t have to fix everything